You have decided to leave me again for a while now. I wonder when you will be back and re-unite with self-esteem. Please don’t be gone for too long. I will cease to exist in this world if you don’t come back soon.
Yours truly.
A very long time ago (not really that long ago), I have ceased to believe in a world where “everything is like a bed of roses”. But recently (not that recent actually), I am starting to believe in it again. Thanks to a certain someone.
But yesterday, I found that kryptonite again. The one that made me lose my sanity and good sense a very long time ago. Now, it’s back again, and I don’t know how long it will stay. I want it to go away. Very badly.
It’s déjà vu I’m telling ya. I’m afraid that history will repeat itself, but definitely with a greater impact this time.
My only hope now is for that someone to not give in. It all started with him/her and now only he/she can save me for now.
Sucks isn’t it?
Monday, 7 June 2010
Tired from being tired... tired from running away... tired from waiting....
One word.
Settled.
After a few long months or almost a year of waiting, I have finally found peace with reality/fantasy (from different perspectives).
Let there be no more uncertainty, unstability, unsettlingly. Let there be more good to come and let the bitter end be a place to start afresh, a new life with similarity, the wonderful side of a parallel universe. Let it stay.
I was never the type of person that let themselves drown in self-pity. But sometimes I wonder why do I have to potray a tough image, not to anyone else but in actual fact I am proving this point to myself. To whom do I have to prove? NO ONE.
My stubborness has taken a toll on my life. I've shut myself away from advises, care, support and people that tried to do something to make a difference for me all these time.
I began to wonder is it time for me to Give Up on that mission impossible and get back on track to reality? And save myself from drowning in too deep, before I become what I have sworn never to be.
Been working on this site for quite sometime now, and it's finally ready to launch! Yay! I have always wanted to do something with my passion for the fashion industry, and now I have. :)
I have always wanted to share what I have always liked with people who has the same interest as me. The Fashion Junkies event which I organised not long ago have inspired me. The launch of Robe du Jour marks my initial step into the fashion world.
Most people will wonder, what does Robe du Jour really means? It literally means "dress of the day" in French. What I want to create is statement outfits and featured trendy pieces that are versatile which can be worn with anything. Dress it up or dress it down and you'll be ready to rock!
Robe du Jour's debut collection is called 'Metal, Stones and Gretel'. All you ladies thinks that studs should be a statement rather than a trend, has a fetish for fierce leather skirts and insanely high chunky black hooker heels, this collection has pieces that will suit all your everyday pieces. This is the time to bring out your inner phoenix! Enjoy and indulge!
Well well... let's see... what have I been doing for the past 1 month?
I don't even know it myself! Oh wait, quite a fair bit of activities but none of them seems to be related to productivity. *sighs*
However, I managed to score myself a part-time job at NOVO during Christmas. Better than nothing I suppose. At least I'm contributing to my very minimal cash flow from my (already very patient) parents. :S
So... back to why I'm really here. As some of you might have heard about Fashion Junkies, it was actually organised by me and my friend, Jun. Yes, we were the mastermind behind all this chaos. It was supposed to be a friendly event, but in the end we made people spend more money :P.
Here are some of the photos from the first event. We did a second one but unfortunately we did not take any pictures because we already have our hands full.
A self-proclaimed black lover. Fascinated by "la langue française". Graduated from her austere degree to crusade the crazy little thing called "life". In an attempt to venture into the world of artistry, she decides to re-create a whole new domain that imprints her every exertions into these little pages. Only you can render her success. Apprécier!
