My Biggest Fear

Dear confidence,

You have decided to leave me again for a while now. I wonder when you will be back and re-unite with self-esteem. Please don’t be gone for too long. I will cease to exist in this world if you don’t come back soon.

Yours truly.

A very long time ago (not really that long ago), I have ceased to believe in a world where “everything is like a bed of roses”. But recently (not that recent actually), I am starting to believe in it again. Thanks to a certain someone.

But yesterday, I found that kryptonite again. The one that made me lose my sanity and good sense a very long time ago. Now, it’s back again, and I don’t know how long it will stay. I want it to go away. Very badly.

It’s déjà vu I’m telling ya. I’m afraid that history will repeat itself, but definitely with a greater impact this time.

My only hope now is for that someone to not give in. It all started with him/her and now only he/she can save me for now.

Sucks isn’t it?